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japan is known to be one of the safest countries in the world. and for me, when i first came here, i admit that i felt safer here than in my own country. but i’ll say, i’m safer with my family back in the Philippines.

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“Jesus took my place on the cross to give me a place in heaven.”

With closed eyes I feel you near me
With closed eyes I can see your face
With closed eyes I feel your warm embrace
I don’t need no picture with me
To remind me of how we used to be
All I need is a sweet memory

Though you’re gone and I’m alone
You’re never really far whenever I close my eyes
‘Coz baby…

Chorus:
With closed eyes you’re really there beside me
With closed eyes you’re really there to guide me
With closed eyes you will always be here with me

I don’t need no picture with me
To remind me of how we used to be
All I need is a sweet memory

Though you’re gone and I’m alone
You’re never really far whenever I close my eyes
‘Coz baby…

(Repeat Chorus 2x)

With closed eyes

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13
Mar

I know I’ve been complaning a lot lately. You must be tired of all my rantings about guys and work. I know that You’re really patient and that You’ll listen to my non-stop complaints. I know I haven’t been talking with You recently, and when I decided to talk with You, all I told You were complaints. Thank You for never giving up on me, and for always listening.

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11
Mar

what’s the oldest SMS/MMS message do you have in your phone? what’s the oldest email do you still have in your inbox? what’s the oldest souvenir/memento do you have?

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why is it still hard to say “no”? when i was still studying, saying “no” to other people was quite hard for me. but right now, when i thought i’ve improved in this area ’cause i can say “no” and really mean it, there is still an area in my life when i can’t. particularly if the person asking me is a friend.

people say that i’m too nice to say “no”. it’s like, i allow other people to take advantage of me and my skills. i know that it’s not good, but i’ll try my best to improve in that area.

06
Mar

i’ve wanted to write what i’ve been “feeling” these past days. i’ve been meaning to find the words to describe what i’m experiencing, but i can’t find the exact words to describe these.

it’s like i’m a zombie, alive but not living. it’s like i’m a machine who does things because i’m programmed to do those things. i eat because i need to eat. i sleep because i need to sleep. it’s like i’m always mentally-absent, and i’m not sure where my mind is right now.

probably the closest word that i could think of to describe what i’m experiencing is EMPTINESS. so empty.

have you ever tried searching your name in google? i did. several times. and whenever i search for it, i admit that i’m flattered by some of the results.

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