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Mar 2008
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Posted in random thoughts by mazel at 11:44 am |
i’ve wanted to write what i’ve been “feeling” these past days. i’ve been meaning to find the words to describe what i’m experiencing, but i can’t find the exact words to describe these.
it’s like i’m a zombie, alive but not living. it’s like i’m a machine who does things because i’m programmed to do those things. i eat because i need to eat. i sleep because i need to sleep. it’s like i’m always mentally-absent, and i’m not sure where my mind is right now.
probably the closest word that i could think of to describe what i’m experiencing is EMPTINESS. so empty.
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