why is it easier to complain and rant than think of blessings that we receive? i’m guilty of complaining more and ranting more, than being grateful and thankful to God for all His blessings. i still thank Him, but not as often as my complaints.
before, i had these sort-of-weird prayers. “Lord, let me see the gold in the garbage.” “Lord, thank you for the problems You’re giving me.” right now, it goes something like this: “Lord, I don’t want to be in this situation. Give me something better.” it seems hard to see the blessings that i have right now.
i know, deep in my heart, there’s longing to go back to how I was before. And i’m making baby steps. it’s small but it’s one step closer. and i know that i can make it.. as long as i keep my gaze fixed on Him, i’ll soon be home.
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