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Nov

sometimes i wish i was a bit selfish and a bit insensitive. not too much.. just a little bit. i wonder what’s it like to just think of yourself, oblivious of how your actions will affect other people. whenever i say or do something, i always put myself in their shoes, always thinking of how they’ll react to what i’m going to say or do.

i wonder…

ever since i came back here, i’ve been busy with my work. every day, i have over time. the last time i’ve experienced this was 2005, when me and Arthur first came in Murase Denki. I experienced working til 11pm during winter! it was a good thing that we live beside the office, but anyway, we were so busy back then.

and right now, i’m also that busy. the project has just started last september and development started last month. and based on our project schedule, we’d be like this until about april. but i’m not really complaining that i’m so busy. it somehow helps me to forget that christmas is just around the corner. i know that during this time, i’m more prone to homesickness, especially now that i’m alone here. first christmas without any filipinos around me. but of course, i would not stay home for the holidays. i’d be spending with ate cecile and her family in nagoya. christmas, after all, should be spent with family, or in my case, people i consider as family.