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20
Jan

i feel like i’m a zombie. empty of emotions. the only thing that i’m feeling right now is fatigue. i’m tired. that’s it. sometimes, i just wish that i have a whole week doing nothing.

i go to the office, pretending to be busy the whole day. how can i make myself useful? how can i make myself busy? should i welcome this time that i don’t have so much to do?

ok i know now what to do.. i’ll think of something that would make my program and queries optimized and more efficient.. that would keep me busy..

i was meaning to write a meaningful entry about the blessings i received last year but i can’t find the proper motivation to do it. but then, i realized that I don’t need any motivation or inspiration to think and remember how God had blessed me the previous year.

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