recently, i made a wrong decision and judgment. it’s only trivial, but the thought of making someone mad or sad or disappointed is so disheartening.
when i came home, i can’t help but cry to my boyfriend about that. he kept on consoling me and telling me that it’s okay, and that everything would be alright. i kept on thinking about it for about a week, and i know that nothing’s the same anymore. i’m conscious of my every movements and i know that in everything that i do, i want to please them. it’s not a good feeling for me, like walking on eggshells.