in the midst of the chaos around me, i’m choosing to be indifferent and neutral. as i’ve said, this is between those people involved. and besides, the more people talk about this, the more i feel that this is becoming more and more like slander or gossip. as i’ve been taught before, if i couldn’t help or give a solution or if i’m not directly involved in the matter, it’s better to stay out of it.

but being indifferent doesn’t mean that i’m not concerned with what’s happening to them. in my heart, i’m praying and hoping earnestly that everything would be okay in the end. but i’m also quite aware that the healing process takes a lot of time, especially the forgiving part. so i guess i would let God’s hand take control on this.